ON ONE HAND, HE LIKES YOU. ON THE OTHER HAND, HE'S TOO STUBBORN TO ADMIT IT. While the comfort levels aren't quite the same was Wisteria's, Kit is something familiar. And he wants to attach that familiar feeling because more importantly, he remembers being VERY ATTACHED to it. Three's game was very filled with emotion towards Coral and what Coral meant to each other especially compared to everyone else so that is something Hikaru pulled from said memory. HOWEVER, he is also very upset about it!
There's too much emotion in that first memory and it soooort of freaks him out. That's a lot of neediness and clinginess and oh god attachment that he wasn't ready for especially since he had pushed a lot of people away '-' Even with Leo who he CLEARLY REMEMBERS LIKING, he's verrry cautious approaching that relationship because he honestly doesn't know what to do. Or what happened. Or whether it's safe or not. He actually has an easier time getting along with people he doesn't know than the ones that he do. KIT IS PART OF THIS. Luckily, he at least won't push you away '-'b He's more likely to talk to you with a bit more openness.
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There's too much emotion in that first memory and it soooort of freaks him out. That's a lot of neediness and clinginess and oh god attachment that he wasn't ready for especially since he had pushed a lot of people away '-' Even with Leo who he CLEARLY REMEMBERS LIKING, he's verrry cautious approaching that relationship because he honestly doesn't know what to do. Or what happened. Or whether it's safe or not. He actually has an easier time getting along with people he doesn't know than the ones that he do. KIT IS PART OF THIS. Luckily, he at least won't push you away '-'b He's more likely to talk to you with a bit more openness.
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