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Kit (Kuroba Kaito) ([personal profile] blackjacked) wrote in [personal profile] aceassistant 2012-12-26 03:35 am (UTC)

A LOT OF KIT'S AATHER FEELINGS ON DRAGONFLY REMAIN. He still loves him dearly and would do anything within his power to keep him safe BUT... a lot of the closeness he had with Dragonfly before in Aather, the trust and the mutual relying upon is kind of dampened :( It's really hard to trust and rely on and invest his emotional well-being in someone who doesn't remember him, especially someone who is (understandably) frustrated with the people who know him and feels awkward about all of that. Because of that, he is maintaining a certain... distance, with Dragonfly. He's being honest, but he isn't leaning on him as much as he does in Aather. This is mostly for Dragonfly's benefit! Obviously Dragonfly needs space to figure out who he is first without someone who knows him constantly butting his head into his business. But it's also for Kit's, in that... he doesn't really want to rely on Dragonfly the same way he does in Aather when Dragonfly might not be receptive to it, and it might be torn out from underneath him. It does kind of sting to be forgotten because it does kind of feel like he lost his other half (especially since they were SO CLOSE in Aather), but he's managing, and not "managing" in the unhealthy way Kit usually does :'D Dragonfly remembering him and then reaching out to him helps, and he is hoping as his teammate slowly remembers things what was broken will be patched again. He can distract himself from all of this by throwing himself headfirst into plot and investigating and making new friends SO HE IS KEEPING BUSY. He'll just wait until his broteammate learns more '-'

Surprisingly he is not jealous of Ouran canonmates although I imagine he had quite a few "b-but my teammate... .-." feelings when Hikaru immediately went over to Shell on his first night in Deco. But he understands that Hikaru needs to be with his bro and his bff, and he feels like Kaoru and Tamaki need Hikaru more than he does at the moment so he is okay with the time Hikaru spends with his canonmates '^' IT'D BE MEAN OF HIM TO THINK OTHERWISE ANYWAY.

What does Hikaru think of the situation in Deco anyway?

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