There's kind of like this weird mixture of certainty and uncertainty, it's the best way I can describe it! :|a Like he sort of has ideas of what they might be like together, piecing what he learned from Kaoru and Kit and Tamaki, but they're so fuzzy that he doesn't feel comfortable enough to pursue it! SO LIKE, he feels like hand holding and hugging is ok because he was okay with that in aather, but then maybe it's not okay . . .

IT SHOULD BE OKAY TO FEEL TERRIBLE ABOUT KAORU DYING but maybe it isn't??? And it is too much for his peabrain to handle :( So he just sort of . . . goes with it. I WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU AND YOUR FEELS BUT I CAN'T, YOU'RE STILL SORT OF A STRANGER TO ME. A NICE ONE BUT STILL A STRANGER. THAT OBVIOUSLY HAS SECRETS.

Kaoru is now a portrait! What kind of portrait would he be '-' and what kind of gaaaames would he run.